Fly with me

Absolutely adoring Taylor Swift’s album. Am unsure what song is my favourite! I love them all!!! <3

So I ended it. And he didn’t put up a fight for me or got angry. He just accepted it. And I was so upset doing it cause he means alot to me. I sort of wanted him to to show that he cares. Hmmm.

Why do I put up with this?

Wow I haven’t been on here for ages. And after this post probably won’t go on it again for a while. But I need to get some things off my chest so I thought I would take to here to write them down. I’m not happy anymore. And really there is no reason for me to. But I finally get the meaning of can’t live with them can’t live without them. Cause that’s how I’m feeling at the moment. I don’t want to hurt them and make them sad but at the moment I’m hurting and I’m sad. But then I know if I did it I would be hurting myself more than I am now. I know I deserve better though. I deserve to be treated right and not taken for granted. I’ve even told them how I’m feeling and what needs to change to make things better but it hasn’t changed. I don’t think it ever will. But I’m so scared of losing them cause they mean so much to me. I really need to sit back and think about what to do but all I do is cry. It shouldn’t be like this should it?

Yesterday someone wrote me a song :) I’m gonna upload it in the next few days :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK JONAS :D